Confessions Of A Hispanic Racist

I have a bone to pick with Hispanics. Mainly illegals. Because I am one. Hispanic, that is — not illegal. I’m actually a fourth-generation Hispanic American on my mother’s side.  In fact, this shout-out also goes to all the liberals who insist on calling Hispanics a minority group in need of help.  Clearly, you gringos aren’t noticing what’s happening on the Mexican/American border or the huge population numbers in places like LA and San Diego that clearly beg to differ with the term “minority.” And those numbers are only growing.

I grew up no more than three hours from the Mexican/American border in mostly rural and agriculturally-based suburbs. For the first nine years of my life, my family and I lived in an area where white folks were actually in the minority and the majority spoke Spanglish (English with Spanish words and expressions scattered throughout a conversation) or just Spanish. My father was a white country boy whose family was from the South, and my mother is fully Hispanic; I saw the differences in attitudes towards both. Namely, I received strange looks that could only be described as the “What is that gringo doing with that little Spanish girl?” look from people when I was with my dad and people would speak English to me. On the flip side, accompanying my mother resulted in being spoken to in Spanish and in no way given strange looks from passers-by, as it was considered the “norm.” But it wasn’t whites projecting such discrimination. It was Hispanic immigrants giving my dad the funny looks.

Now in college, I’ve come to understand the concepts of financial aid, welfare, and assistance programs that supply resources to someone in “need.” I actually use that term very lightly considering how much “need” is really not needed. It’s ironic how much money there is for scholarships for immigrants and Hispanics, yet an American patriot has to struggle through college. Take for example my own father who, back in the day, was told by his high school counselor to give up the idea of receiving a scholarship unless he was an athletic superstar, simply because he was Caucasian with no other ethnic background whatsoever.  Still, California Governor Brown can’t wait for his DREAM Act to be enacted.  Discrimination much? Talk about a double standard.

The real fun is having to fill out school and scholarship applications in California. I don’t know about everyone else but for me, having to answer whether or not I’m a legal citizen, was born in the U.S., whether or not my parents are legal citizens, and what ethnic backgrounds I am is rather insulting. Can’t we just stick with “American citizen” or “Non-American citizen (if non-citizen, check all that apply)?”  Sorry, I forgot that policy is discriminatory against immigrants who might want to become legal citizens.

Many people have heard of the term “anchor babies” and the liberal Left’s glorification of immigrants, saying that Americans just need to realize “it’s high time that we, as the most diverse nation in the world, learn to love ourselves.” Give me a break. Anchor babies are the illegal immigrant’s saving grace.  Of course the U.S. isn’t just going to throw the parents and family of the child born within American borders back to Mexico!  Instead, we let them come here with their kids, grandparents, and extended family.  Not only that, they also manage to turn a 4-bedroom, 3-bath home into an apartment complex housing 3-4 families at a time. I’ve witnessed it.

But what really gets under my skin is the audacity illegal immigrants have.  It’s not an uncommon sight to go to the doctor’s office or store and see a woman with her children and a book filled with welfare and medical cards for each child and herself.  I’m talking dental and medical insurance, EBT cards, etc. She barely speaks a word of English, yet is usually the first to be taken care of while the rest of us tax-paying citizens watch helplessly from the sidelines as money we’ve earned goes to someone who hasn’t worked in the U.S. a day in their life.

Think I’m kidding? Come to Southern California, where it’s not uncommon to see the Mexican flag raised above the American flag (if the U.S. flag is present at all) not just on the flag poles in residential areas, but on bumper stickers, t-shirts, etc.  Or the common Mexican Pride gangster signs promoting Chicano supremacy.  Most who promote Chicano supremacy want California, Arizona, New Mexico, and Texas to be given back to Mexico and will protest while promoting civil unrest amongst immigrants, not to mention the rude looks you get if you don’t understand what they’re saying or speak their native language. And don’t forget the drug trade, which they use to acquire more money if the government isn’t dishing out what they think is their “fair share” (The LA Times, a liberal newspaper here in CA, has an overwhelmingly large section dedicated solely to drug-related crime on the border within the last four years.).

So here’s my problema: We’re giving free-ride education, welfare, medical care, and living arrangements to people who aren’t even legal citizens at a time when our own economy is tanking. Legal U.S. citizens are having trouble finding work, and we’re worried about offending people on the border?

As a conservative, I promote patriotism and freedom, yet I’m called a racist, heartless, a traitor, even so far as being called “white-man’s trash” (the more profane version) simply because I do not “sympathize” with “my people.” And I’m not the first the first to experience this.

If you move to another country, it’s because you agree with the laws of the new land and are willing to leave behind the ways of the previous country.  People come to the U.S. because they believe in freedom, granted to those who are willing to defend it, while not disrespecting the Constitution that provides safety within American borders.

For the record: If you want me to be more sympathetic to my grandfather’s heritage, you should know that most of my family’s men since my great grandfather received his citizenship and have served in all branches of the U.S. military. My grandfather died a United States Marine. Clearly, he understood what America stands for and was willing to defend her.

I don’t hate Hispanics or anyone of any ethnic backgrounds. Granted, I was a rebel and didn’t learn Spanish because I didn’t want to be lumped into a stereotype or category.  I actually love my heritage. After all, Hispanics have the best looking actors (such as Penelope Cruz and Antonio Banderas); we have amazing food, good music, and a rich ethnic culture. Hispanics are kind and hard-working people. But those who come here illegally and have no respect for Americans, the American flag, or the Constitution should not be given benefits of the American government. Period. It’s not right for legal, law-abiding citizens and the men and women who have fought for this country to be treated as second-class citizens. And to the Liberals who insist on calling us a minority, give it up. How about you all just move to Mexico and help them out down there? It would probably be easier for you to create your socialist utopia amongst the “poor and helpless” Mexican natives.

Elissa Roberson :: College of the Desert :: Palm Desert, California :: @ElissaRoberson

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    May 22, 2016 - 01:03 AM

    I grew up in a Muslim American household of Asian immigrants. I agree with much of what you said…also let’s not forget how racist Latinos are to ther minority groups

  2. Teresa
    Nov 28, 2015 - 12:22 PM

    It would help you to perhaps participate in National Geographic’s DNA project.
    Once one realizes how connected we all are to each other, it empowers us to cease to be a tool for the master plan designed to “divide and conquer”. Don’t let yourself be a tool of the master plan continuing to keep us ignorant and making it possible for a selected few to control the vast masses. Wake up! You are not as “unique” as you may think!

  3. Julio
    Aug 06, 2015 - 11:26 AM

    You’re and idiot and a pocha.

    • Darren
      Aug 20, 2015 - 04:22 PM

      Well said. You are just proving her point. Truth hurts doesn’t it, wetback.

  4. Robert
    Jun 09, 2015 - 11:17 AM

    An excellent article! How refreshing to hear an Hispanic admit to the wrongdoings of many other Hispanics. The facts that so many illegals enter the US, do not work, but rather, collect welfare, get free healthcare, get free education and scholarships simply by their racial identity, and many of them continue to engage in illegal gang and drug activities. Many US citizens are struggling to make a living; personally, even with my four degrees, I am having the most challenging time securing full time employment. It is insulting — period — that illegal people are doing better in my country than I am doing. Thank you so much for writing and publishing this article. You have hit the nail hard on the head and have reaffirmed what I have been severely effected by throughout the past two decades.

    • Justin Moore
      Feb 15, 2016 - 09:29 AM

      the hispanics think they are entitled, they believe that texas is their land and their coming back to live on it and collect the benefits of american society that are available. Many say that they hate white people…they need to keep their racist viewpoints out of this country. We have worked for years to stamp out racism, and now the minorities are more racist than the white people. For example, one hispanic family says “they are not here to be friends. ” You can’t have it both ways, want the american way life, the benefits, etc and still say you are allegiant to mexico…

  5. Ida Pinon
    May 06, 2015 - 02:06 AM

    I totally understand your feelings. I am hispanic both sides of my family are hispanic yet I do not speak Spanish and I refuse to learn Spanish just because people tell me I need to know it. I live in America I speak English if I wanted to speak Spanish I’d move to Mexico which is less than 20 minutes away from where I live. Just because I live near the border people expect me to be fluent in Spanish but nope and because of that people won’t hire me anywhere so I’m stuck in a crappy job. I should be hired for my skills and work experience I graduated high school unlike most of the posers down here and this whole bilingual requirements are ridiculous.

  6. Mimi
    Dec 10, 2014 - 02:34 PM

    Now he thinks he is full pledged gringo because his daddy is white and his grand dad served in the army. your wrong hermano.

  7. Arianna Estrada
    Oct 18, 2014 - 02:21 PM

    I understand what you say, but I think that you are being a bit extreme with your judgements. The world isn’t black and white. Not every Mexican is poor, not all of them are Brown Berets (look it up if you don’t know), and certainly not all of them are drug dealers. I myself am a 6th generation Hispanic that lives in Santa Barbara, California and would consider my family well off. I am excited to be applying to colleges and DO sometimes feel offended when it seems colleges insinuate that I need financial help based on my race. However, the whole “non citizen/citizen” question apperas regardless if you are brown, white, or purple. But some things to keep in mind when you feel angry about all the illegal immigrants that apparently hold up the line in whatever hospital you are going to (which seems weird because as long as I’ve been going to the hospital there are check in lines that manage who gets to see the doctor first based on APPOINTMENT dates) are presented below.

    First off, just because a location has more Hispanics than Anglo Saxons, doesn’t mean that they aren’t still a minority. It’s called a majority-minority and if you talk to anyone who has ever taken a sociology class, then you will learn that it is a big problem. They may represent larger numbers (in certain areas, certainly not the country, which is still well about 60% white) but they still posses less resources than average. There is a reason why so many minorities live is poorer conditions, and it IS NOT because they are lazy. For the most part- location sucks and when you are a new immigrant (regardless of citizenship status) it is hard to climb that socioeconomic ladder when your race has been disadvantaged for centuries. In large cities, Hispanics might find themselves in the bad parts of town because that’s where their parents’ parents’ parents were. And when you live in south east LA instead of middletown, everywhere there is worse education, worse health, more crime, and less community orientated helpfulness. From a start, kids are behind- their schools have less money to work with and teachers that are in effect paid less. Because of this, they lag in comparison to a student going to a public school somewhere else, or a private school for that matter. I hate when people say that they should just try harder; it is almost impossible to do so because you are shaped by the environment around you. And when mom and dad are working all the time to afford rent and there is little motivation in school, excuse me if that kid doesn’t grow up to be Einstein. You might feel like being a certain race is not synonymous with being poor and that all the stereotypes shouldn’t apply to YOU, but the harsh fact is that this is what A LOT of Americans think- it sucks, I am well aware, but you in turn are doing the same thing to illegal immigrants. It’s not just you who shouldn’t be categorized based on appearance, it’s EVERYONE.

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  9. Lisa C. Dominguez
    Dec 29, 2013 - 10:34 AM


  10. fabian
    Nov 22, 2013 - 09:05 AM

    this is sad you cant pick and choose when you want to embrace ur roots…we have great food…and good looking actors…what a joke u clearly have not looked into ur culture as a hispanic

    • laloba solitaria
      Feb 15, 2014 - 08:14 AM

      Agree. Your view of Mexicans is very limited. Question: When is the last time you saw a homeless Latina/o panhandling? The majority of Mexicans come here to work and make a better life for our children. The people that you have seen at the welfare office are considered a disgrace. Trashy. Your resistance to learn Spanish is no badge of honor. There are many advantages to speaking another language other than English. We only spoke Spanish at home. Perfect Spanish. English was reserved for the outside world. I am too old to have been referred to the so-called bilingual classrooms that are prevalent today. I make no secret that these misguided programs only serve to confuse and undereducate the Hispanic populace. Kindergarten through third grade is taught in Spanish; tragically by persons who are not fluent in Spanish. Then these kids are introduced to English in the 4th grade. Small wonder that they cannot read in English by the 6th grade…This is a prescription for academic failure. The Chinese, Japanese, Jewish, and other ethnic groups have their own classes outside of the public school system and that is the way it should be for Hispanics-but it is not. It is as if Hispanics are incapable of teaching their own children the mother language at home. I am completely anti-bilingual education in the public schools. This is a rotten program designed to keep Mexicans from learning to read, speak, and write English properly. Frustration because of the lack of important skills have contributed to a staggeringly high dropout rate amongst Mexicans and I truly think it is deliberate. It is sad when you meet a kid who cannot speak either English or Spanish, and, was born here to Spanish speaking parents. The author of this article sounds as if she is ashamed of her heritage. In this day and age, I truly do not think that people give “funny looks” to a Anglo man with kids who look Hispanic. That sounds like bs.

  11. Cauretta Buendia
    Oct 21, 2013 - 06:22 PM

    I agree with you in so many ways! As I was reading this article I was able to relate to it in so many ways. My mother is Native American and my father is Mexican, from Guanajuato. I have attempted to learn Spanish so that I could communicate with my uncles and grandmother back in Mexico, but I’m still not very good at it. Because of this, I get made fun of by my “friends” and family. I also do not get service at SOME real Mexican restaurants simply because I do not know Spanish. I notice that many immigrants refuse to speak English and do not accept Mexican Americans who do not speak Spanish. I believe this is ignorant. Every other ethnic group must learn English, this is an English speaking country (that is quickly becoming bilingual because some people do not know English). I understand that America is a place for all ethnic backgrounds and I accept everyone. I’m in a multicultural sorority and we’re all about that. I am just stating, it would be really nice if my own “people” my Mexican brothers and sisters would not judge me or treat me differently just because I’m not “Mexican” enough for them or I’m not a true Mexican American.

  12. Stop the Ignorance
    Jul 13, 2013 - 04:00 PM

    I was hoping to come into this to find at least a couple valid points to build on some research. Unfortunately, I just found another example of internalized oppression. Just so you know, undocumented citizens do not qualify for any form of welfare, it is only for those who have citizenship in the U.S. I hope you are aware of this, but welfare is not just assistance for those one the poor side of the spectrum. Look it up.

    You are passing on ignorance by stereotyping the immigrant experience. Use your education and privilege to advocate on your beliefs, but keep in mind that when making a strong statement, do your research first. Explore law, policy, history, and social theory. Maybe, just maybe, you can create some sort of valid statement. Right now, you’re just making your own political stance look naive and ignorant.

    • jcny
      Jun 13, 2014 - 09:25 PM

      You are wrong. I live in NYC. Our food stamp pamphlets BRAG about how you can qualify for benefits by having American-born children. “You do NOT need to be a legal citizen to qualify!” is written in clear language. They write it in big letters and add an exclamation point for emphasis. YOU need to look it up, not the author. It’s possible that you are citing old information because I don’t know how long they have been doing this, but they clearly are doing it now and have been for at least the last three years when I first noticed it. I can’t speak for what goes on in other cities and States, but I am certainly familiar with NYC’s paperwork and pamphlets since I have seen them with my own eyes. I am very friendly with many people who are here without Documentation and they think nothing of telling me all the details about what they are getting through legal means and what they are getting by lying on some parts of the applications.
      I know people who lie about how much money they make doing cash jobs and others who lie and say that they are “single Mom’s” even though they are married and live with a husband who helps support them and their children. I know people who take money from family members for renting space in their apartments and don’t report it when they need to tell the Government how much money they earn. I know people who tell me that they vote and so do other members of their family who are not legally allowed to because in NY no one has to show their ID’s. I even know which local stores they go to so they can trade EBT credits for a portion of the cash value. I know this because I listen without judgment and let them tell me everything. Many of them love to brag about it. Many complain about how they wish that our Government would give them more and because they see other people in the neighborhood with nicer clothes and more expensive phones and they don’t seem to realize that they got those things through hard work and applying themselves toward getting a better education that they got no special subsidies or grants for because they have white skin. They also qualify for low-income housing, heap grants for electricity, and anything related to people who have children including, but not limited to free education in an American school that is funded by American tax-payers and is meant to be used by American students. The Supreme Court ruled years ago that ALL school-age kids are entitled to a free education simply by being present in the Country. While this is a good rule humanitarianly speaking, it is being widely abused and harms all American-born children.
      Then there is the matter of free Healthcare. All American-born children get Medicaid, including a Dental package (which even American Seniors and the Disabled are not entitled to) simply by being born to a parent, or parents who make lower than a certain amount of “On the books money.” This, of course, doesn’t penalize them at all for any “Off the books money” that they might make and often do make and don’t report. Underage children who are not legally present are entitled by law to free services at any Emergency Room in the Country 24 hours a day. Having worked in a Dental office I can tell you that the law is that anyone may present themselves in a Dental office and demand to be treated if they refer to their needs as “emergency.” If the Dentist makes the mistake of turning them away they may be sued for a hefty sum and the city is more than equipped with lawyers who would be more than happy to take the case on for no money down. While not everyone is aware or takes advantage of this law, you would be surprised at how many people walk into Dental offices demanding free services in Spanish using just enough English to tell the Dentist that they “know their rights” and “demand” to be treated. I watched it with my own eyes. Please do the research before you criticize other people who have life-experiences different than yours.

  13. Jim Bob
    Apr 10, 2013 - 06:17 PM

    Excellent article….my wife is Chinese and a lot of my friends are black and have suffered racism from hispanics.Also to correct Dr.Stafford, Asians, especially the Chinese were here before the Native Americans.The Chinese and the Jews are two most discriminated and persecuted people on the planet.

  14. Lisa Dominguez
    Mar 09, 2013 - 02:53 AM

    Hi. I looked up my name and found that my comment on here was written and being used as to make me out to be a racist, and I want to set the record straight that I am not a racist and never was… only there are many who don’t know me and if they did then people would know that I am an advocate against racism. I believe there is good and bad in all races, and I also believe that any hate is not worth the giving nor feeling. I am sorry for all those who allow themselves to have racism in their hearts. -signed, Lisa Dominguez

  15. Giovana
    Feb 09, 2013 - 02:50 PM

    Ridiculous article.

  16. Dr. Richard Stafford
    Oct 11, 2012 - 05:46 PM

    I wish some of your posters would take a few minutes to watch a compelling and provocative story on about my adopted son from Honduras, who is working hard to become a legal citizen after wandering here from Honduras in search of his mother after Hurricane Mitch. I think you might change your self-absorbed ethoncentristic values if you took just a moment to understand, that even the Native Americans were here legally before any Europeans. I guess we forget that.





    Dr. Stafford

  17. response
    May 29, 2012 - 10:53 PM

    You know, I grew up thinking the same way as you. I purposefully rejected the Spanish language and grew up doing everything I could to fit in with those around me, but after going to college, I learned how wrong all that really is. First, I think that you need to step out of your experiences and base your opinion on numbers, facts, and more objective sources. Your experiences are just not statistically significant when you consider the number of illegal people in the US. Second of all, the things that you complain about are not isolated to the Hispanic community– other illegals do it. Third, please don’t equate Hispanic with Mexican. Fourth, do some research on the ethnic background of soldiers who fought some of our greatest wars. Hispanics, along with many other minorities, have been fighting and dying for the US for generations. I don’t think your article gives enough credit to these people. Do you know that many public high schools in the US have programs that filter minorities–especially Hispanics–into the military? Do you know that this filtering withholds some students from the classes they need to even become eligible for college. Do us all a favor and educate yourself before writing ignorant articles like this.

  18. Leo Rodrigues
    May 26, 2012 - 07:54 PM

    Get the overall facts right, then reflect on your opiniated argument.

  19. Leo
    May 26, 2012 - 07:53 PM

    Youre full of it, get the overall picture of the matter first and quit your opiniated argument.

  20. A Hispanic
    May 03, 2012 - 03:47 AM

    Wow, first of all this article is based solely on Elissa which is just one perspective, it infuriates me to think that she is talking so much trash on her Hispanic side , If it wasnt for US “Illegal immigrants” the United states would be in a worse condition then it already is. We immigrants are the back bone o this country ,the farming industry is basically completely worked and ran by immigrants. Take a look at tomatoes in the winter and their prices do you think they would even be available at such a low price if it wasnt for Pablo, juan, carlos and all other immirants breaking their backs each day to feed your foul mouth ? , Sincerly a Hispanic who has stood in front the Americans(white americans) and receives worse then “funny looks” . I hope you do branch out and receive more knowledge on this topic.



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